February 14th

Valentines Day. How do you feel about this day? I remember when I was single for a majority of college I absolutely hated this day. It was just a day when I would remind myself that I was still a single, college girl without any red roses or chocolates. Looking back on it now, I wish I would have embraced that feeling and enjoyed every second of it. Unfortunately, when it seems everyone else is partnered up, it was difficult for me to "love" being single.

I distinctly remember Valentines Day of 2005. A group of my college girlfriends went to dinner at Pete's and we all wore cocktail dresses. After dinner, we headed to Shakers (RIP, I miss you so much, Shakers) to finish the night with some double Long Island Iced Teas. Only in Pullman can you order double alcohol in a Long Island. I headed home before others, I can't remember why. I was sitting in my sorority bedroom alone, listening to Frankie J's Obsession over and over again. I actually think I may have started crying too. So pathetic. Seriously, so embarrassing. I wanted a guy to take me to dinner, to buy me flowers. I just wanted someone to love and someone to love me back. I remember feeling so sad because by my junior year of college, I had not had one serious relationship.

15 days later I went to Pete's again with a group of girlfriends. My life changed from the second I sat down at the restaurant. I locked eyes with a guy with beautiful blue's and five years later, we were married.

I think I will always remember the Valentine's Day prior to meeting him, it was the first time February 14th actually stung and I ached for someone to connect with. Now, this day doesn't have the same meaning to me. It's fun to make each other dinner, get cute cards, or flowers, but it's unnecessary. I get to celebrate my love with S everyday of the year, for the rest of our lives. To the single ladies- enjoy your "you" time. I remember how hard it can be to be single, but enjoy yourself and dating. Everything always works out in the end.

I know I am so lucky to have found love and I am so grateful for him. I love you. Happy Valentine's Day!